Thursday, April 13, 2006

Changes

Things are changing. I have lost some things and gained some things. While I remain busy, I have also had a lot of time to reflect, discuss, and knit. I am improving myself and also realizing that some things don't need as much improvement as I thought. Over the past several years, I believe I have become a much healthier and happy person. I do not know what will happen in the future. I hope someday to start a family and be completely content in my work and home life. I guess this is what everyone hopes for. I hope that I will be given the chance that I feel like I have never fully received. There are several things in my life that I am currently trying to lose. I have begun to lose some and preparing for others. There are other things that I hope to gain back. And I hope my chance comes...

1 comment:

Maura said...

Ellen...it's the best thing: trust me on this one! You might be feeling bad at the moment, but give yourself a little time, reflection like you said, and shed what you don't need. Yes...ALL THE WAY. No looking back. Keep only what you can honestly say has never let you down. ;-)
Keep writing...you might even inspire me to do some of my own posting. (I had to drop my class, so I have a little time finally).
Maura